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The
Man Diet: Another Way to Detox
I decided that I needed a break from the menz. This occured
to me one night in a random bar in downtown Austin. I was
sipping my cocktail and eyeing cute menz around the bar and I
realized I didn’t want to talk to any of them. In
fact, the thought was exhausting. I just wanted to go home
and watch tv with my dogs.
“I don’t think I’m up for dating right now,”
I said to Lola, “Maybe I need to go on the Man Diet for
a while.” We discussed the merits of the Man Diet,
a detoxifying program wherein you avoid romantic interaction with
guys and then slowly reintroduce them into your life little by
little. It works a lot like a regular detoxifying
diet. Lola had been on the Man Diet before, and she
touted its merits. “You come out of the Man Diet feeling
much more confident and energized. And your apartment will
be really clean.” Hmmm… I definitely needed
to detoxify, because something was off kilter, and my apartment
was a mess!
This
past year was kind of the Man Buffet for me. What can I
say? I like the menz and they like me! I dated a whole
bunch of guys, most of them really cool ones, but when it came
to the point where it would get more serious I didn't feel like
I could - even when I really liked someone. I panicked and
bailed out, instead. Not pretty. And not really like
me. I’ll admit to generally being a really slow-to-get-to-know-you
kind of girl. But it's not like I've never gotten to know
a guy better without panicking. Look at the x-boys!
Oh...wait let's not look at them. It will hurt our eyes.
Anyway, something was not feeling right. I wanted
to fix things before I had some sort of breakdown, where I’d
be drunkenly sobbing while singing “I’ve
Never Been to Me” over and over at karaoke.
The
ground rules of my Man Diet were that I would not date
anyone for at least a month. Furthermore, I would sleep
in my own bed every night with only my 2 pug dogs as company.
No staying out all night for
me! I enlisted the help of Intrepid H and Firemonkey, two
very cute guy friends, and informed them that they would have
to escort me to the movies and other places on occasional non-dates
so that I wouldn’t totally forget what it was like to go
out with a guy.
So
I did it! And I have to say, I kind of liked the Man Diet.
I stayed home more…only going out socially for girls’
nights or to have dinner with friends. I did a lot of the
things I like to do more often and just relaxed. Apparently
the menz had been stressing me out! I clearly was not getting
enough time to myself. On the Man Diet I was reading more
and getting into art again. I was also writing new stuff
for Gorgeous and Sassy…finally after a long hiatus! And
I cleaned my apartment from top to bottom. Lola certainly
was right about that! I also went on long walks with the
pugs and went to the gym more frequently. Ah, renewal! The
Man Diet is great for your health. I feel pretty good about
my detoxification. I wasn’t perfect. I’m
not great at dieting, and hey, it's not like I can turn off my
cute. But on the whole I was mostly man-free for one month.
I
highly endorse the Man Diet. I don't feel like I want to
go back to the Man Buffet at this point. I need to go more
slowly with getting to know guys. The menz are demanding...and
often in a good way, but I need to have plenty of time to do my
own fun stuff without them. I think these two things might
be the key to not freaking out. We'll see. Maybe I'll
test the waters with a Man Sample or two, while being sure to
continue doing all of the things I like to do....and I'll definitely
try to clean my apartment more frequently. My place looks
great!
-Gigi
09.18.03
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